You know this is coming

You know that after spending a weekend with my Jillybean

that you are going to be bombarded with pictures and yes,

even the cutest little video ever.

I am most happy about the fact that not only does the bean

know who I am but she is happy to come with me,

to leave her other MawMaw that she sees much more than

me to spend time with me.

She and I had the most fantastic time together.

My favorite memory?

At around 3 am, she was fussy so I went to her and began

to rock her. I closed my eyes so she would think I was sleeping

and it would be cool to do the same.

when she felt weightless and I thought she was asleep

I open my eyes to see this precious little girl just staring up

into my eyes, like she was so in love.

Right there, my heart melted even more for this

grandchild that I would die for.

Being with her reminds me of feeling I have forgotten

that I had when my own babies were her age.

Love, love, love, I Love this child

in a way that only a grandmother can understand.