Every day, better and better

I am going to be okay...

I feel the last two days i've had many signs that

I am better. Of course, there is all this

extra time now that used to be used to care for Mommy

but yesterday I can see all that I had put off and stopped doing.

Today, going to work on Katie the neighbors wedding programs

and tomorrow going to head out to Houma to spend the

day with my besties, Ann and Laurie.

Going to take in a few movies.

I am excited about this.

I have neglected my friends and Mommy will

be happy to see me getting back into that.

I again can't thanks my babies enough,

Baby boy, Gyspy baby, Kd and Kelmiester for

all their love and help over this long, long week.

I am so thankful that my children can share feelings and

memories with me, we can laugh at all the funny things

Mommy always did, remember all the good things she was

to them. Having lived with us for 10 years while they

were growing up, they have many memories of her.

I am so happy for this. Yes, they will miss her but

they will forever remember a Mommee that although

she fussed, always had something cooked for them

after school.

Gypsy baby and Our neighbor Jessica Rousse

could not wait to get home each afternoon to their

salads that would be waiting for them when they got

off the bus. Love all the memories...

but I am moving on....

last blog about the loss of Mommy as she would

pull my toes if she knew I was carrying on longer than

a week. From now on, only happy thoughts and comfort

knowing that I was sad longer than a week.

I know there will be those moments when loosing her will

hit me, but I know she is waiting for us up there in Heaven,

saving our spots, no more chest pains, no more shortness of breath,

no more dementia... all good things brought back to our Mommy.

I am moving on....