... time heals everything...

If you like the Dixie Chicks you have probably heard 

the most beautiful song,

"TIME HEALS EVERYTHING, I'M STILL WAITING.."

I already know this will be the way it is as reality hits

that my Mommy is gone from our Earthly lives.

Each morning is a little better and much better if 

you are blessed to sleep at night after a loss such as this.

I was 20 when my Daddy died. Each night he

came to me in my dreams and that helped so much.

My dear, Rob came to me very often when he first passed

and now still comes when there is a message I need to pass

on to Marty and Jeri.

I have yet to dream of my Mommy. 

Maybe she knows I am not ready for that, maybe

she needs I need a few more days of mourning to be able

to grasp the fact of her having left us.

There are those moments that I internally fuss myself saying,

"My God, Lilly she was 92 years old, you were so blessed

to have her that long"

and the moment when like a little child, I go to bed

with my Mommy's pillow because I can smell her still.

So many others have lived this, I have done this before also.

I know I will be better because ol Minta would be

kicking my arse right now.

TOday is better, each day will be better.

and yet I know there will still be those moments when I 

have a memory that brings on the tears.

I will be okay, I again, want to say 

thanks to so many people who have and continue to

pray and nurture myself and my family.