Cruise vs. MOVE

Before the idea of buying the cottage came to be,

and Ron showed me a way I could do it,

Teri-Girl, my godchild, who is graduating this year,

scheduled a cruise as her senior trip.

She actually wanted her Mom and I to go.

Of course, it may be that she has ulterior motives

for wanting us there, I was still touched that she 

wanted us to go. So Tiffy booked us this awesome room,

because she had been on quite a few so she

was able to upgrade our room to one with a balcony...

I am/was so excited...

then the cottage was bought and now I am so torn.

OF course, I am still going on the cruise,

it's paid and would not miss this, my very first cruise,

but it is also the very week the family I bought

from is moving out into their own new home.

I am so itching to be in there, unpack all my treasures

I have collected over my lifetime and

make that cottage my own.

MY OWN HOME, just me, owned 

with only my name on the deed,

well it is just such a good feeling.

I know had Ron and I worked this life out,

we still would not have been as happy as we both are

right now apart. We have found an amicable space

where we can be friends and let the idea of the

thirty year marriage go. 

There are so many things I can't wait to do in my cottage

and soon it will be here,

just wish the timing of the cruise and move were different...

all will work out,

I am just terrible about delayed gratification.